Its like a dream

Yesterday,I completed my first interview with Disney for their college program. I was nervous and anxious and excited,all of the things you should be when you interview.

In the back of my head I was thinking about how many times I almost let go over the last year. I was thinking about how close I came to giving up on life all together.I was thinking about my ex,who destroyed every dream  I had. I was thinking about all of those people who backstabbed me and hurt me.

I felt strength when it came down to it. I felt like if I could get into this program and go through it and complete it, itd be a dream. Itd make all of the hardships worthwhile and make pulling through all of it seem worth it.

This time last year, I was happy,or so I thought I was. I was engaged to my high school sweetheart. I was living with my best friends,I was blossoming at work and school. I had finally come out of my shell of depression.It was the simplicity of life that I was happy about,it for once wasnt complicated.

Then in July,all of the simplicity came to a hault.It was destroyed and I died inside. My now ex and I broke up and without him I didnt feel strong. I didnt feel like I could go on anymore,we had been together so long that I lost myself in him.Which is a horrible feeling to have.

I drank for the first time in my then 19 yrs of life and I drank to get drunk. I used it as a lubricant to feel something again. It didnt work. I got worse and worse and even dropped out of school temporarily.

Now I think how that time was only 5 months ago and now I feel stronger,happy and able to move foward. Disney,is just the beginning to me conquering the world.
Thanks for Reading,
Mel

Ava Rosemeyer

I came accross a tribute for this little girl by accident...
But,it made me cry. So I decided to share it for the sake of awareness...

                                     Ava Rosemeyer
                                        2003-2007

Welcome

                              Welcome to My blog.
                              And thank you for reading.
                              I decided to redo this, after I figured out the first time around.
                              I didnt quite do what I wanted to do.
                              

General Info-
Im Melanie.
Im 20 yrs old.
I work in Marketing. 
Im a student.


Likes-
Poetry
Volunteering
Meeting People
Quotes
Photography
Randomness
Dancing in the Rain
Self-Expression
Having amazing conversations
Classic Fashion
Weird Hats
Baseball

Dislikes-
The color Orange
People with no compassion
When the weather reaches past 80 degrees


Im not sure what I want this blog to be.
But,I do want it to mean something,to inspire,to reach out to people.


Right now Im currently going through a Disney Internship Process.
So I will keep you all up to date.
Also going through trying to get healthy.=]


Thanks for reading,
Melanie