Saturday, February 26, 2011

Its like a dream

Yesterday,I completed my first interview with Disney for their college program. I was nervous and anxious and excited,all of the things you should be when you interview.

In the back of my head I was thinking about how many times I almost let go over the last year. I was thinking about how close I came to giving up on life all together.I was thinking about my ex,who destroyed every dream  I had. I was thinking about all of those people who backstabbed me and hurt me.

I felt strength when it came down to it. I felt like if I could get into this program and go through it and complete it, itd be a dream. Itd make all of the hardships worthwhile and make pulling through all of it seem worth it.

This time last year, I was happy,or so I thought I was. I was engaged to my high school sweetheart. I was living with my best friends,I was blossoming at work and school. I had finally come out of my shell of depression.It was the simplicity of life that I was happy about,it for once wasnt complicated.

Then in July,all of the simplicity came to a hault.It was destroyed and I died inside. My now ex and I broke up and without him I didnt feel strong. I didnt feel like I could go on anymore,we had been together so long that I lost myself in him.Which is a horrible feeling to have.

I drank for the first time in my then 19 yrs of life and I drank to get drunk. I used it as a lubricant to feel something again. It didnt work. I got worse and worse and even dropped out of school temporarily.

Now I think how that time was only 5 months ago and now I feel stronger,happy and able to move foward. Disney,is just the beginning to me conquering the world.
Thanks for Reading,

Thursday, February 24, 2011

Ava Rosemeyer

I came accross a tribute for this little girl by accident...
But,it made me cry. So I decided to share it for the sake of awareness...

                                     Ava Rosemeyer


                              Welcome to My blog.
                              And thank you for reading.
                              I decided to redo this, after I figured out the first time around.
                              I didnt quite do what I wanted to do.

General Info-
Im Melanie.
Im 20 yrs old.
I work in Marketing. 
Im a student.

Meeting People
Dancing in the Rain
Having amazing conversations
Classic Fashion
Weird Hats

The color Orange
People with no compassion
When the weather reaches past 80 degrees

Im not sure what I want this blog to be.
But,I do want it to mean something,to inspire,to reach out to people.

Right now Im currently going through a Disney Internship Process.
So I will keep you all up to date.
Also going through trying to get healthy.=]

Thanks for reading,